Aww Sweepy62 i'll be in your pocket. I really feel for you as its very difficult letting go of such a valuable and meaningful relationship - It will get better. My therapy ended last week so I know how your feeling, but in spite of the pain of ending and leaving my T, I gained so much from therapy that it changed my life so the pain is worth it (its hard for me to say). Good Luck, the feelings of loss will get better.