So happy to hear you're at least on a waiting list for residential treatment, some cities don't even have in-patient hospital beds for ED.

I lost weight too fast due to an illness and I truly have an "ugly face", I look older than I already am (in my 50's), my face is very thin and wrinkly. Looked better before dx of anorexia. Can't win, when I was fat, very fat, wished I was thin - thin now this is not fun.