Hi I am new here and stumbling through it. Not real sure what I can say and what I cant and sure dont want to trigger anyone but I am in a major funk. Feel close to the end. Dont know exactly WHAT triggered it for me this time but just dont feel I can go through it all again. Do not have therapist at this time either, nor insurance, living in a newer place and left an excellent UNDERSTANDING therapist behind. Do not have a single soul to talk to and so far am running low on options even online. Dont even know if I will ever find my way back HERE. not even sure it matters anymore. Just wis there was ONE person in this town that I live in that I could talk to face to face. Just feel like there isnt a single one and dont even know where to look. Its simple to say look in phone book or call a hot line, but it dont work that way for me. I do not TRUST that easy. My MD here did not even know what PTSD was! Let alone know how to help. And right now, I dont feel I have the time left to keep searching for someone who does.