I've been out of work since the day after Christmas. I can't afford my meds or insurance. I have enough cash saved for a couple of months of house payments.....

I'm sick and tired of being me. I hate having the self control of a slow 5yo. I hate being damn good at what I do and not being able to keep a job for more than six months.

I love my children and hate that I've possibly passed my craziness into them.

I hate that my ex takes no responsibility with the kids and I have to be both parents. I'm a poor father, let alone a mom.

FML.