However, I'm not afraid of hard work as everything worth doing must result from it.

Even still, I get weighed down since I think I am subject to too many double standards and get singled out.

if i don't smile to people, people say I am "wrong" or bad" but then people hardly ever do this despite society saying it's good.

And it's been happening all of my life really. Even though I left school at 16 (normal in my country) almost 19 years ago, I was often vilified for talking about sport and music and to talk about politics when very few others did.

And now, I get told by many people everyday falsehoods and double standards. It's as if people are conspiring against me.