You made it to the appointment and that's good. Sounds like you got some med changes; maybe not the ones you wanted but might be the right ones. I know I never wind up getting what I hope he will try.

I'm not sure there is an answer to why because really why any of us have the problems we do is a question I have. Why any of us have to suffer is beyond me. Hopefully the cymbalta will help. I know diazapam is hard to get these days, nobody wants to prescribe it.

Good luck to you.