thanks, yeah i mentioned cymbalta and he instantly wanted to try it i think beacause i was talking about the bupropion and norepinephrine and hinting at wanting to try ritalin to agonize it? and i am getting my blood re-checked for elevated tsh levels to know if its the thyroid issue or not since im not taking the lithium ... im a tech nerd i guess and just like to educate myself with the general knowledge of things that surround me.. so i dont know what he might think of me because i was trying to explain why i wanted to try what i wanted to try before i even explained what it was i wanted to try...? did i loose anyone in that sentence? i think that part of my anxiety is that he is / will look at me like a druggy or something when im infact just trying to get some professional guidance and help, i know what im feeling and as i like to educate myself i think what i have to say should be important right?
i just got so nervous that i couldnt speak and started just nodding and agreeing 'yes sir' towards him instead of being able to participate in an important dialog... sigh, sometimes you wonder if you have lost it, sometimes you wonder if you are losing it, im just starting to think i never had it

will this cymbalta with welbutrin help the lethargy and apathy? improve my outlook and ability / capability to do things i used to enjoy?

i experienced discontinuation syndrome when coming down from the zoloft so i have been afraid of trying ssri's much less an snri..? i hope the fear of wondering what is going to happen doesnt mess up the drugs efficacy... i reckon anythings worth'a shot now ye? better than not trying nothin!