I told my mom I didn't want to go back to those "doctors" but she wanted me to give her a reason and I couldn't tell her without giving everything away. I went to a therapist (she's supposed to treat my eating disorder because no one else will) for the first time and told her a little about what was going on. I think she's going to cover for me. I can't remember if I signed releases allowing her to talk to my "doctors". If so she might tell?