I have lots of anger issues. My husband has learned to deal with it in that he calls me out on it. When I'm on my meds (now versus before) I can at least see what he's talking about and I can shut my mouth even if my inner monster is still raging at him over something that wasn't even his fault. Most of the time. Not all of the time. Meds have at least given me a fighting chance.

It's probably the one thing that bothers me most. That and the paranoia I get. Both have caused some pretty ugly moments in my marriage. Luckily, my husband is supportive and understanding and takes most of what I say when angry with a grain of salt. I know it still hurts him and I too say "why is he still with me??" but I think he's learned to filter it out so to speak.