thanks for all the support from everyone the last week .its been hard . and thanks for not thinking I am weak for not just walking away.i was king of feeling like that . it was like I went in there all spiteful and spitfire . and some how came out feeling like what the heck just happened to the plan . I hope that she meant all that she said .that she cares about me and will be there with me and says that I can get through this .