Thanks, RomanSunburn. I think I will start messaging him little things like that occasionally. I don't know why I haven't thought of it before - it makes so much sense with the convenience of a phone and PC. It's easy to take those things for granted and wallow, but I'm glad you reminded me of this. I did spend a good few minutes with him last night, it was nice. This morning I felt a loss again, but journaled and meditated a little. Now I'm going on a walk. I'm sorry you're going through a funk, and appreciate the offer to PM. Please feel free to PM me, also. It really helped me this morning seeing your post and knowing I wasn't alone. Thanks.