i am and IT professional and I work on search engine optimization, so i'm really familiar with how to search on the web. One time last month when i was felling really down and totally dependent on my psychiatrist with MAJOR transference, I googled her. and googled her. I thought for sure as a pych. she would have nothing out there. but little pieces of info piled up and soon enough i am looking at sixth grade yearbook pics and interiors of her home (which was on the market). I now know that she is from a life of extreme priviliage. This made me jealous and I'm feeling like I wish I didn't know all this and want things back the way they were. In sessions I still feel like I used to, but when I think of her out of sessions i picture this wonderful life she has, and it makes me feel jealous. Any thoughts?