I had a peaceful long night's sleep. Woke up feeling like I never got any. Wanted to stay in bed but knew I had to make a phone call. Couldn't bring myself to make the call as I was too nervous so I procrastinated about it until I came back from college. Phoned up, got put on hold for fifteen minutes before hanging up and now I'm really mad at myself, I keep letting insults slip towards myself. I can't do anything right and because of what I did my dad got short tempered with me. Argh! I just don't want to do anything! Because everything I do is a mistake. I should have slept in and missed college in the afternoon.
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"Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World.
Medication:
Olanzapine 20mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
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