thanks everyone for replying, i guess it is a bit different for everyone. All i know is that my "normal" since being on these drugs, is just feelinig like crap but not quite being depressed. I live "in my head" .. This is making me not enjoy doing anything. Like the thoughts are more interesting somehow than my actual life. I am not laying in bed crying, but this isn't great either. But again thanks for your replys and encouraging thoughts.