Thank you so much everyone for all your concerns. I'm so glad i found you guys. I'm not good at posting much I come and go from time to time. I promise i will keep in touch , you have my word on it. I'm just going through a tough time, and I know it's going to take me awhile to get over my parents death. But for my family sake, my husband and four kids. I now have to try harder. I don't like the way they see me. Today is the first day of my Lexapro, and I have to ameant I'm alot scared. But I'm doing it. Thanks all. May God be with us all. Michelle