Feeling a bit blugh today. I havent been taking my meds correctly beacuse I have been doing a lot of sitting down the heat pack, I figured I didnt need all the meds for so little activity. And the so little activity is starting to bring me down too. I cannot wait until I can be more active and spend more time off the couch. No wonder people get depressed if they do nothing all day - it is depressing! I want to live my life, not sit here in pain. The heat doesnt help, its only pleasant outside for a few short hours of the day at dusk, and by that time Im so tired from doing nothing all day I have no motivation. Cannot wait until the weekend, I hope that I will feel much better by then and I have a few things planned which should be fun.