((((BNLsMOM))))

It sounds as though you could use a lot more support and care than you're currently getting from your H. Maybe he does have some sort of sexual addiction.

Right now, however, I think that you should put your focus on taking care of yourself and your child(ren). I hope that your T contacts you first thing tomorrow and is willing to see you ASAP, to help you clear your mind and figure out what is the best thing for you to do.

Gentle hugs to you!