Thanks OE..I listened to that and I understand and agree. What we keep inside our heads tends to show up in other ways in our bodies.....mine is a MESS!!!

Casey I am sure that you are right about the release being the start of the journey. I took a step on that yesterday with my T....and left feeling ashamed, hurt and more. i wrote about it in the therapy thread. Ugh!

Rzay4....sorry its hard for you right now too. Kind hug to you

This is a rollercoaster. And I want off........but will go on if for no one else than my son. He deserves a mummy that tries really hard to be a good enough mummy. I just have to keep trying.