I'm probably just overreacting but I'd like some of your opinions on my "symptoms." I have a history of mental disorder in my family (my brother is schizophrenic and my mom is bipolar) and I'm wondering if I'm becoming schizo as well. I'm a fairly heavy marijuana smoker and have been for about a year, and I've also experimented with Psylocybin Mushrooms and LSD. After my 3rd time doing LSD I now have visual and auditory hallucinations at times when I'm not on a drug. I experience these hallucinations usually after I smoke marijuana now. I hear a type of "buzzing"/radio frequency noise and I seem particularly sensitive to sound. I also get into sort of a dissociative state where I'm not even sure if I'm "real" so to speak. It also feels as though I have double vision during these times.
When I'm not on any drugs I frequently pause in the middle of conversation and gaze for a minute or so without blinking, and then I forget what we were discussing. I have a hard time expressing thoughts and ideas to friends... people seem to have a hard time following what I'm saying sometimes. Also, I get these twitchy feeling in my upper lip/cheek bone that I can't control. I've been biting my tongue quite a bit recently as well and I even have trouble formulating thoughts and speaking without slurring my words. Any thoughts?
-Clarity
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