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Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k
You may want to request a doctor try you on some anti anxiety meds if your thoughts are interfearing in everyday life. Or maybe request to be seen by a psychiatrist instead of therapist so you can get some better help with this.
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Yeah I'm scheduled to go in to the psychiatrist early next month, but it's just the doubts and waiting that seems impossible sometimes. I'd rather avoid medication. It's validating in a way, but my mind says:
1. If I take meds, I'm messed up and my girlfriend doesn't need that.
or
2. If I don't take meds this clearly isn't that big of a deal and I'm just misinterpreting or in denial that I've lost interest.
I get so uncertain with whether all this is really worth it or if I'm just delusional and bent on hanging onto something that can't work.
My girlfriend hopes to see results and it feels like each time she sees me in a negative state eats away a little more of her. When I'm unsure and confused I don't have anything to say because I feel either nothing or turmoil. When I do feel love, I miss no chance to say so. But it's like a teeter totter.