I'm still banking on your depression being because of HIM & you took to bed a year ago feeling depressed because he didn't want to get married or ask you to get married.

Betcha if he asked you to marry him right now & you were going to be planning a wedding, you would be outta bed so fast & planning your wedding.

Interesting that your depression went down hill even more right after you found out he was going to hire an escort service but didn't....NOT BECAUSE OF YOU....but because it wasn't what he wanted to do.....

Interesting coincidence.

There is nothing wrong with this.......not saying there is.....but I went many years after I lost my career with major depression, major anxiety & so many suicide attempts....I really lost count....& many were close to being successful.......it wasn't until 6 years ago when I finally LEFT my H after 33 years of that bad marriage....that I realized...it wasn't JUST the loss of my career......it was the bad marriage that was the major trigger in my major depression & subsequent suicide attempts. The thing is that to get through the mental illnesses that we deal with, we have to understand the cause.....not saying that there aren't other things involved like there were with me......but I realized that the major issues was the one thing that I never was willing to acknowledge.

Actually Prozac acts as a appetite suppressant to many people. I lost over 20 lbs on it....but that put me down to 83.....& I wasn't healthy because of that & in & out of the medical hospital besides the psych hospital.....talk about a mess!!!!!