I don't know how to explain how I feel to anyone, how WRONG I am, how I feel like I'm losing my mind and hanging on by a thread. No one seems to understand how it is, how empty and full and overwhelmingly scary my mind is constantly. It's like I'm incapable of expressing myself, everything gets jumbled together even when I'm not trying to talk about difficult things. I know I don't make sense to anyone in my life. It's like we're speaking different languages, like there's a barrier between us and no one can get through anymore. I feel so trapped and it never ends, every day is the same and I can't get out.

Tell me you understand what I'm trying to say. Someone has to.