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Originally Posted by wildflowerchild25
I am incredibly sorry you feel this way. God knows I've felt this way myself. Most recently just in November. And I am sorry you have found nothing at all that has helped. But I disagree that all of us are "broken". I am not. I know that even if I stay on meds they will eventually stop working and I will have to find something else. But I also know that I can achieve a baseline, if only for a little while. That's all I can ask for. I don't ask for a cure. I just ask for management. I am sorry you have not been able to find anything that helps. But some of us can, so please don't call us all broken and hopeless. I am certainly not.
I don't mean to anger you. I know where you are coming from. It is a dark terrible place that I'm sure I will visit again. But I'll make it out alive.
Good luck to you. I hope you find some semblance of peace, if only for a little while.  |
You are right- I should not have called all of you broken and hopeless. I am sorry for that. I don't know any of you and I had no right. You didn't anger me at all. I am in an awful place right now, and I feel absolutely broken. In the bottom of this dark pit I can not see any light, and I can not see any way out. I know how this ends- the new meds will eventually kick in and hopefully be better than the last ones and I will find my way out and forget what it felt like to be here. Then it will happen again and I will forget what it felt like to not be here. Perhaps I am actually in hell.