Yes indeed. That's why I am leaving him. I am beyond done. I am going to buy me a good dog and live somewhere in the 'hood if I have to just to make the rent, but I'll be fine. I know I can't stay here. You're right...here, nothing will change. I see that.

Right now, he's panicking because he knows it's a wrap. We deal with each other on a friend/room mate level and nothing more. I do that civil routine mostly for the kids because I'd be content to scratch at his eyeballs every time he came into my general vicinity, I swear. Just got to stay sane and keep cool until I get out.