SallyBrown, you are awesome.

Thank you for what you wrote and thank you for being so clear and rational. To be honest I don't even really know how to respond to your post. When I read it I thought "she's right, I can do it" and I thought that maybe I shouldn't let fear force me to stay put. Perhaps trying another therapist or another kind of therapy won't kill me. Perhaps I could find a therapist who understands me (maybe not fully but more than my current one does) and perhaps I could find someone who I really feel like I can trust. I bet therapy's better when you feel like you can trust your therapist properly.

I still haven't made up my mind and I'm still terrified of making the wrong decision but you've stated some really good things and I will certainly take them into account while trying to figure this whole thing out (of course I'll take everyone's opinions into account but your post really hit home somehow).

Looking forward to hear what you've got to say about the questions.