I have read that a self injurer will put themselves in a sort of altered state. I believe that is true. There is a series of steps that I take each time I self injure. The pattern is predictable and when I look at it from the outside it is almost ritualistic in progression.
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying