Trying hard to look at my life's circumstances from a spiritual point of view but keep getting sucked into depression. I'm about to be laid off...again...and I am so tired of looking for a new job. Receiving severance paperwork last week and an email just now saying my badge access has been cut has poured salt into the wound. And it hurts that only one person from work occasionally texts me, even the woman I'd had lunch with for over two years has not contacted me. No real prospects for new employment at the moment and very anxious about that.

So I'm in bed spending excessive time on the net and overeating. At least my dog loves me.