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Old Feb 18, 2007, 11:21 PM
InACorner InACorner is offline
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At first i could handle alot of stuff...it was painful at times however i could handle it. Now, i am in pain all the time. It hurts so bad especially in the morning and evening. It causes me tears. I had to leave work after 5 hours! I was limping and almost crying after 3 hours!! It hurts to walk across the house, it hurts to open doors. My bones are cracking all over the freakin place, people are now starting to hear them. We went to the store today we were there for 15 minutes and i was feeling like the pain was starting to creep up. My arm is radiating pain...the left side of my body isnt to bad actually, mainly my left leg will be the one to hurt with my right one almost dehablilating. And when i walk it feels like my legs go in and out of the sockets...im so tired. It hurts to write this... i actually run out of breathe from walking across the hall !!! it hurts it hurts it hurts...i cant believe im getting worse..its been only a few days!!! Maybe its all in my head? Maybe im just nuts...and a hypochondriac?Maybe i just need to suck it up...and be really strong! grrrrrrrr....im sooooooooo frusterated!!!! I mean how can i be tired after 15 minutes or half a day!!!!!!! Im not used to this!!! I hate myself...maybe i want attention, maybe my mind/body is creating symptoms...if its subconcious thats crap and it needs to stop!! Sorry just had to rant ...tired now just gonna relax. Thanks -Inny
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