I think the drugs make me dull. I feel I have lost my passion. Unfortunately my passion was what made me too loud, too spontaneous in a bad way, etc. I don't know what the answer is. I recently tried my own adjustments to the meds and found that I couldn't control my emotions. I have since gone back on and I am trying to see if I can get back to dull.

Currently, I don't have a bucket list-this concerns me, no passion about anything.

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