Mentally exhausted and on edge. Have been snapping at husband and kids for too long. Complete loss of appetite set in a couple of days ago. Pain for no reason, mostly in joints. Hope to keep tdoc appointment on Tuesday, but starting to think I REALLY need to get back on meds.

One step at a time. Focused on getting kids home from school in an hour without any major social meltdowns. Everything after that will have to take care of itself.