I just got diagnosed yesterday with Bipolar Disorder. I feel so hopeless and alone.. and a bit ashamed. I've always thought I was just depressed, but after being diagnosed it makes perfect sense. I joined this site for a sense of community. I haven't started my medication, as my doctor advised me I need to conquer my addiction to Tramadol (I take 50mg a day). She thinks that it will take me about a month to quit my addiction and then I can start 15mg of Abilify a day. Do you folks have any advice or words of wisdom? I'm really scared. I'm 25 by the way