I can definitely relate to some of that

"I’m scared to live." Well, sometimes. But I'm even more scared of dying.

"I’m not good enough for anyone." Well I have the feeling that's what most people want me to believe. But I prefer to believe THEY'RE not good enough for ME.

"No one understands me. No one ever will." Yeah. But that's cool.

"I prefer to be alone its so much better. So much better." Yes!! I second that!

"I'm so bad." There are times when I feel that way too, but generally it passes. Maybe it will pass for you, too, if you give it time.

"No matter how hard I try I can never be good enough for god either." But, why should I? If there is a God, then he's failed me!

"I’m all alone. I like it but I fear it. But at the same time I fear being with people." Yep, I too like being alone. But I can't say I fear it as much as I fear and hate being with people. In contrast, being alone feels peaceful and comforting. No hatred and resentment. Just a soothing calm.

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