Welcome to PC. What I would tell you is try not to be discouraged. It can take a very long time to find a med combo that works. Also, don't rely solely on meds. They CAN help, but they will not alleviate all your symptoms permanently. Too many people expect meds to totally cure them, and become despondent when they don't. Therapy can help with behavioral changes. Different types - CBT, DBT, etcetera. If I were you I would do some research about this illness and all available treatments so you can decide which is the bet route for you.