Do NOT label yourself! We are so ultra-super-sensitive that we all tend to do that. Keep looking for a better job! Do not think of yourself as damaged just because you have to take a med. Do not associate with damaged people, either! I did that and I finally woke up and stopped it. Do not compare yourself to your sister or to anyone else.

Do you know the Desiderata? It is here: Desiderata (Text-only version)
The ending here is the best one. Copy it and enlarge the font and read it. Hope this helps. You can also google it.
Good luck with job search!