hi hopes,

sorry you are feeling so bad at the moment. my test said the same, even though i'm up some days, down others,sometimesi feel i am self pitying and selfish,sometimes i just don't care.

i came on this site two weeks ago whilst feeling extremely low. i met some fantastic people. somehad the sameish problems as me, some had totally different problems. but we all feel the need for communicating, either to be helped or to help others.i hope you find some kind of peace in here, and help. pm me anytime. sometimes it's nice just to have an e.cuddle too.

take care, jinnyannxxxx