Day started off, rather well. Started off, feeling I'd have a laid back, sort of peaceful day at work. Then, bam! Once the employees arrived, with them, came the tension. Then, my internal reaction/feelings about what was asked, was some serious anger, albeit not expressed with my internal diatribe, instead with a statement of facts. And combine that, with the business managers appearance into my kitchen, I know what it feels like, to be painted black, so to speak. My senses feel there's conniving behavior. SO, I am stewing over her seeming desire to get her little way. She floored me, yesterday, when she said, oh you are probably too young, to remember this, but do you remember(?? forget what it was), I'm 2 years OLDER than you?! wth?! you know this, I went to hs with your older sister...geesh!

Ups? My love life, and my middle son's wrestling practice, so proud of him!

Keeping me on edge? (probably belongs in the anxiety forum, but meh, whatever...) Wondering what this planned meeting on Monday is all about. No hint, is it going to be a positive experience(finger crossing by colleague, and it's been a couple weeks in the making), or is this just going to be another one of those, let's vilify you to your face and see if we can make you cry type of deal(which, I don't and won't do, I'll just end up simmering my anger on very low heat, until I get out of there...) the not knowing.