Hi All,
I don''t know how many of you have an issue with raging. I feel all alone in this and I can't even explain it. Recently, I have gotten really mad at things. It seems like the more my husband tries to control me the more rebellious I become. He doesn't quite understand that. When he tries to guilt trip me, it just makes me more nad more mad. I have no idea why he even bothers to stay with me. I am aware that most of our problems are mine but when he does something wrong it's supposed to go unnoticed. During some of these rages, I am more frequently forgeting things that happened. I have been losing time so to speak. He will bring something up that happened during an episode and I have no recollection of it. I just agree with him what else can I do? It's almost like having small black out spells. I don't know if this is a natural defense against this problem. I just don't know. I do know I am ripping my marriage to shreds and this is happening right before my eyes and I can't stop it. I am supposed to see the doctor this Friday, however, I am leary about telling her about the episodes of blacking out because I don't want anything radical done. I want to see if I am all alone with this as well. Any past experiences or input would be helpful. Thanks, KMarie <font color="#000088"> </font>