I can't believe this, well, actually I can... the whole family is in the living room, the kids are playing on iPads, I am on my laptop and my husband is on his laptop. I can tell he is "taking care of his own needs" in front of us all. He must be looking at porn or a chat room. Does he think I am stupid? This is not the first time. Last time I asked him later if he was doing that and he said that he had a bad itch that he was scratching and that he would never do that in front of all of us.

I am sorry I keep coming here to vent. I don't have anywhere else to talk about this stuff except with my therapist but I can't go calling him on the phone every five minutes when these things happen. If I keep it all inside I think I might just go crazy.