Got diagnosed as depressed rather than bipolar which is good I guess. Every day is still a struggle to stay alive...but it gets better. They're decreasing my lexapro in half and in a week I won't be taking it at all. Kinda nervous since I was only on it a month due to a crisis and it seemed to work. I remain on effexor and they might increase that. I continue biweekly counsel sessions and back to psychiatrist in 4 weeks. Trying to stay positive. I'm hoping I can be a little easier on my family.