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Old Jan 25, 2014, 08:51 AM
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Originally Posted by Lightbulb7Seven View Post
Yep, I am forced to agree. I even have a saying: "You're not fully clean unless you're VICODIN clean" lol. The high-me loves to take those all night and clean out all the closets and drawers in my house. Never felt better. Of course every rose has its thorn, and I end up jonesing so bad for more when they are gone. That's what I try to think of before I give in and use. The comedown is pure hell. I try to remember that before I use. Avoid regret because I am also very remorseful afterwards and I look at all the time it stole from me. And the brain cells lol. But hey, Ashes Ashes we all fall down. And just get back up. I get frustrated with myself when I fall. But I realized I still have to be alive here on Earth lol, so might as well just try again. Its my life and all the Judges can just hold their tongues for your moment of weakness will come. And I'll be there, not judging you
I'm like what the AA Big Book calls the "hopeless" addict, that will always battle with the "cravings". Currently I stuggle with OTC stimulants. It's all good though, since I've improved a great deal over the last few years with my addictions! My psychiatrist, says I have an addictive personality disorder, which is connected with OCD. Luvox/Luvox CR help a little!
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