thanks,
yeah when i go in i normally dont leave with any paperwork unless i see the pdoc.. which is like once every 6 months or so
i will just ask about it when i go in next week and hope that they aren't "threatened" by it, or think that im going crazy on them

im hoping to be able to see my case manager monday or tuesday for a couple of minute to talk about a few of my concerns.. i just would like to have the same records they have so i can comply and work better with them for a treatment that would actually help me