Sorry your going through a rough patch right now, I feel myself sinking too
Keep in mind that you wont feel and think like this forever, there will be a light that will pick you up somewhere along the line! Look after yourself and I hope it doesn't last too long for you xxx
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Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing
Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013)
'Borderline traits'
Dissociative episodes