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Yeah, it is. But it gets easier over time. I have setbacks sometimes where I need to withdraw, and then I always have to somewhat restart things.
The challenge is to just keep going out anyway. I might feel like absolute s***, but I go out again anyway. And I try my best. I rarely think it's good enough, but at least I know I'm not quitting.
And I found learning how to fake things like confidence helps a lot. If I ACT like I'm fine, then I'm less likely to have attention drawn to me.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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