T wins. I set up an appt with a psychiatric nurse(very advanced) has her own practice to get on meds. My appt is Feb 18th at 10:30am. It was her soonest opening. The initial visit is expensive but the med check appt. once a month are reasonable. I hope she's happy. Got 6 text messages from her yesterday alone on pushing me with this. I also have the names of 2 other nurses that I'm waiting for call backs on with fees. And to see if sooner appts are available.

T wins. This time. "Jersey, I don't want to push you"
"No T, your 6 messages yesterday and 3 the other day are not pushing at all"

I'm tired of the pain in the pit of my stomach and the constant feeling like I'm going to throw up. I'm tired of my body trembling about every little thing.

T wins the great med debate.