I just need some advice and suggestions...

About three weeks ago, I got a call from my therapist's (now former) supervisor, stating she is no longer working there. I was shocked. Its funny how things work out for me because I was going to finally tell her how I felt about her, after lots of preparation (I have a romantic transference toward her - very intense). Anyway I forwarded a letter telling her how her leaving so suddenly, without notice, was detrimental to me and I am now grieving because of it (I didn't mention my transference). After about a week from sending the letter, I received a call from my former therapist, she told me she got laid off. So I asked her if she is still working as a therapist and she said she is working in a private... thingy. I didn't outright ask her if I could get to be her client again because I kind of did in my letter. Basically I still want her back as my therapist, but I dont know if I can. Would it be weird/creepy and considered stalking if I were to schedule an appointment at her new private practice (or whatever you'd call it)? I had to so some sleuth work (not really) on the computer/internet to find out where she is working now and I am considering simply calling her and setting up an appointment, but like I said, would it be weird? I cant simply let this go, I want her back and her only, this whole ordeal has made me more depressed, and worse off than I was before I started attending therapy, and if I could get her back as my therapist, all of this grief would go away. What should I do? Can she deny me as a client? Should I call her and set up an appointment or would that be too far and too much (creepy)?

please help me, thanks.