I was interested in people's ideas on something my t sent to me in an email.

Last session she reminded me we had one more session and then I would be missing two as she was away. I was completely surprised as she had given me a list of holidays dates previously and I was only missing one session so I hadn't panicked. Anyway I have such a bad memory I presumed that I had misread it. To cut a long story short I had a rubbish session as I was panicked about the break but didn't want to say. I got home and checked dates and I did have them right. I emailed t who apologised and said they were wrong. Problem is this has happened to me last year as well. I kind of think why bother giving me sheet of dates if every year they are wrong. Anyway her email included this phrase.

"I am also interested in how come this happened with us a second time, when in my mind I had checked and doublechecked the dates. I am wondering what there is in this for us both."

We will have to discuss this in the next session which will now be the last before a longish break. What do you think she means by this?

I think i am like a lot of people here who find things difficult when a t goes away. I am looking forward to being in a place where I can enjoy the break, but right now I am just scared stiff that it is twice as long as she told me and I was very unprepared.