I think I have a really high sex drive, and it is getting annoying. I masturbate a lot. I can not sleep through the night because ever hour or two, I have to masturbate, and therefore I don't sleep as much as I should. I read a lot of erotica every day, and it feels weird. I feel like I am doing something wrong. I hate that I am always looking for new "material". I keep thinking about what it would be like to actually do something with another person, and I spend a lot of time imagining what it would be like to have someone touch me. I am young, so I feel even more embarrassed about it. I am worried that I might force myself to be in a relationship on the off chance that I will be touched intimately in the future.

Is this bad for me? I don't know if there is anything wrong with feeling like this.

Thanks!