My homework is piling up.... I can't make myself do anything until I get my emotions out (which I did so by cutting.) I don't cut anymore...it's not really because I don't want to...My mom freaked out after I built up the courage to showed her my scars. She literally screamed and poured her anger out at me for 4 hours straight...I WANT to literally chop off my wrist but I fear her...I fear being watched....I fear everything...