I am a little confused. Is she saying that this isn't happening with other clients. Last time I was the only one affected and it seems, by her email, to be the same this time. I appreciate her honesty in saying that there seems to be something going on subconsciously here, but I'm not sure how this is something I am doing. Yes, it feeds into my belief people can't be trusted. You always get let down somehow, but surely she needs to take ownership of this? The annoying thing is it really doesn't matter. The crux of the matter is she is away now for 2 sessions and this will not affect her at all. I am the one left picking up the pieces and coping on my own with little warning. I know I will cope but just after a long break at Christmas it is a real worry.