Rapid-cycling BP 1 here too. I have felt EVERY emotion you're feeling and I ache for you. I'm in good shape now, but I spend more time in mood episodes than out and it just wears me down. I'm sending you positive energies so that maybe you can get a break from it.....it's nice to be able to feel normal once in a while.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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